Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Somehow grades dont matter that much anymore. I dont know why, but it really seems so trivial all of a sudden. Yes, I still want to do well, but sometimes its only a bonus. If i dont do as ideal, i dont get terribly sad over it as well. I think because i realsed that there is more to that. Sometimes working hard may not be the smartest way to get what you want. 

argh i dont know what to say anymore. 

im jst a little bewildered, lost, emotional, crazy, desperate, puzzled, amazed, relieved, and every little of other emotion i guess. or maybe none of it at all. 

The key to Happiness?

Dont think so much. Dont Compare. Just Keep Calm and Trust Him. 

What I’ve been telling myself everyday.

Will try to live by it. 

i want to rant.

Is it possible to feel so sick of everything? So sick of the rat race, so sick of trying to get the optimal grades so that I cant get THE PERFECT JOB. So mentally exhausted with all the overflowing information. Maybe I just need a break. from MY life. Cos being me is just exhausting. 

Today’s a really bad day. I fucked up big time. Full stop. 

well.. maybe you’re right.

Im not good with people. 

But its hard to think that people will like you after having gone through so many bad experiences. 

Have I experienced what its like to be at the top of the world, walking with wind in your hair? Of course. Have I experienced my lows in life? definitely. 

For that, I should be more than contented.